responsibility. blech.

my father often teases me because i find eustress in filled to the brim days. i normally enjoy running around from place to place. people to see, things to do. the kind of days where you have softball, student council, chores, playing taxi for your brothers, more softball and hanging out all at one time. though, as i repeat this same trend over and over it is starting to get tiresome. i just want a break.

dear life,

it would be sincerely awesome if you could just slow down for two seconds and give me a break. so that i can be normal and have a summer filled with being lazy and spending too much time on the computer. thanks.

love, kati.

i thought that maybe since i am being left orphan for 4 days, i could do what i want. but wait, what is this i hear? oh. tomorrow you have two softball practices, a student council meeting and you have to help your brother prepare to leave on his performance tour. awesome.

now that the little venting session is over, i have been thinking alot about responsibility... and growing up. i dream about going to BYU. if things turn out right i might possibly consider playing softball even. i will meet a handsome man and we will go on dates and pretend not to be embarrassed when people tease us. i

will go to school to become a dental hygienist and begin working in a dental office, where i can help children overcome their fear of dentists and get them cool toys while sliding all over the place in my scrubs and rolly chair. i will stay up to date with my brothers high school lives and coach them along with girls. i will have top ramen alot and stay up in sweats watching chick flicks. then perhaps i will buy a house. colorful, with white shutters. it will have vintage decorations, excluding the grand piano that my husband will serenade me with while the neighborhood kids

ride around on their bicycles. then i will travel as a dental consultant like my mother. and wear pencil skirts, colorful high heels and lots of blush. while i travel i will take pictures of the world and become old and go on a mission where i can shout my testimony to the world and be truly happy. i haven't given this much thought... but that would be an awesome life.

i just really enjoy these pictures, they look like something i would take. i find myself looking at wedding photography alot. because it is the one place you will always find good creative pictures. plus, you usually find alot of cute pictures too. :)